| its not about love, its about friends, |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|08:38 pm] |
FRIENDS.
do you know, friends whom i thought would be for lifetime, aint what they are?
its scary how they claim to be there yet they were never there,
whereas, whenever they need you, they'll call you, and you'll be there.
how naive and stupid right. (right.)
when things happen, they were never there, no msgs/calls of concern, at all.
so why are they even first place people whom i thought - true friends.
stuffs happened cause i -, yet, its not worth it at all.
whats the point of saying you're my -, you're my -, when you dont even pratice what you preach.
or rather, you dont even mean what you say.
if you love me as a friend, you wouldnt leave me in a lurch when you know something's amiss.
if you care for me, you wouldnt have no words of concern, instead, damn those stuffs you asked.
for what did i do silly stuffs, like - just for -.
seriously, when things happen, you know who's there for you, and who's not.
they knew it, but they chose not to do anything.
so much for being "friends" you know.
when i receive calls, its always forever for a favour. not care nor concern.
like, seriously, forget it yo.
i wont even treat yall as close friends/best friends.
cause i know who treats me better than yall.
i wish i knew it earlier from the start.
i deluded myself, thinking i was right, everyone else was wrong.
i should have believed.
-
wells, on a side note, its not too late to find that out.
im thankful i thought over it a few days back whilst i was thinking of stuffs.
yes, i think alot, thus my insecurities, everytimeee.
i still have myself, i still am myself. yeah, im a loner.
cause i believe, there's really no one you can ever rely on, except yourself. no?
friends, HA, LAUGH BIG TIME, esp whom i just mentioned, really aint worth my time anymore.
for fun, for play, for laughters, yes, other than that, no.
dont expect me to be there for you when you need a shoulder, cause yall were NEVER there for me.
dont expect me to hear you, cause yall were NEVER there for me.
yall should not expect much from me anymore, cause i've seen yall true colours.
i should not be so stupid as to do such stuffs anymore.
for yall, i hurt someone. aint worth it.
i'll try to be independent. i'll try to be fine. i'll try not to think.
seriously, yall have disappointed me big time.
thou shalt not regret whatever, but learn from mistakes.
LAUGHS HILARIOUSLY.
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